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its 25 more days to CHRISTMAS!!!


hopefully this is not racist??
i just thought it was quite creative=D



and the crazy frog xmas...

i got in GL~!!!!

HAHAHAHA!

and i wanna try MARIGOLD MANGO YOGURT DRINK!

well.

although i got this mental prep that i will not get into GL, but i am still feeling a little sad.

just thinking bout all the fun, wonderful memories, cool experience and personal breakthrough that i am gg to miss, i am getting sadder and sadder.

should i go for the appeal??

but then i haf no more confidence....

i am a happy girl.=D (influenced by HAPPY GIRL #01-SHINN)

i should be satisfied with wat i haf.

DEVIL OF GREED STAY FURTHER AWAY FROM ME!

i am also damn tired and busy nowadays
but i am simply ...
did u realise smth?
most of these mr men wears CAP!!!!

did i get the emo illness for the past few posts??

AHAHA


but after this whole tiring week, it ended with a horrible tut.

THEN!!

CLIMAX ALR!

i took bus home with MR CAP!

and new discovery! HE LIVES IN MY ROAD TOO!!

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!

the smile just appeared automatically, and i suddenly feel HAPPY although i am exhausted!

SHY SHY LEH!

i always thought that i was ok.

but

recently i realise i am the spoilsport and i am the one who is plain dumb,

one sided is horrible, and u are FOREVER on the losing side.

everything has its own limit.

and i am afraid mine stops here.

i have been having this horrible feeling.

this evoking sense that i am gg to lose smth.

i hope i am just thinking too much.

but please dun take away anything from me!

i dun wanna lose any of them.

i noe i am greedy. but the damage of losing two is enough.

haha!

i think my attitude problem has irritated a handful of ppl by now.

well, just too bad.

and after this week, i suddenly realise that i have very little friends.

but, they are the true and real friends i got.=D

poly life is not that bad afterall.

all u need is good friends with common interest and same frequency and would support u till the end.

they are the ones who will not get affected by ur mood swings and attitude prob, coz they are the ones who understands u and noe who u really are.

thanks for being there!


some overdue-ed photos...
in lib on 11-11
then there is this 2 loving cats sitting on the buggy.
and this 2 emo-guys sitting at mensa2. no talking, no looking at each other, no expression for about 5 mins...

then l8r that evening, met THERESA to go home.=Dthen saw lynette on the way, so we decided to walk ard TM... GG HOME WITH THERESA is LOVE!!!although it makes me go a longer route.look at how fascinated she is..and so.. she stuck there for 5 mins...


look at the mic! damn cute!!

and these are some nice food that i always have cravings for besides MANGO!tell u all smth! KEVIN actually believed for a moment that this was "penis of some animal"!!
DOUGLAS and HADI's acting skills are GOOD! HAHAHHA!!!! and please lorh! deep fried MUSHROOMS are nice! as long as u dun overeat them.
and this person LOVES to zilian! HAHA!and my phone is always the victim.
enough of photofunia!!!

shall continue rushing all the research.

LOL-lots of love

now i noe that the main influences for someone to go on a diet are friends and family.
Family members wun despise u no matter how fat u turn into.
but friends (not the close ones, coz they are always by ur side so they dun see the difference) comment on u as they see u once in a few weeks or months and they are the ones who see the difference there.

i dun mind ppl calling me FAT.

it is the "TER" behind it that matters.

HAHA!

but i dun wan ppl to call me SLIM also.

i am a person who believes in PROPORTIONATISM.

Yeah yeah. it is a "religion" that i came up with(or is there really one that exist??).HAHA!

i'm really very tired.

i just need sleep and proper rest.

=D

will post bout nic bday and some randam stuffs when i am more free and energized!

BYE!

The Happiness Test

Free and happy You really have got happiness down to a fine art. You've got a brilliant approach to life. At the core of your approach is the understanding that if you're not happy, then it's down to you to sort it out. There are things you can do about it - changing the way you think, feel or the way you handle your problems. You have the confidence and self-belief never to simply accept misery as a way of life. You believe in yourself and your ability to get through things. You're not smug, but at peace with the real you. It could be, of course, that you aren't 100 per cent sorted in all areas of your life - work, play and love - and that's natural. Or it could be that you lack some happiness skills, such as goal setting or managing your emotions.

slept only like 5+ am.

keep thinking of irene ma and popo.

can't stop but just teared..

i keep thinking, if only they can see me grow and learn now.

every new hairstyle, new idea, try out for new things...

how would irene ma comment?

and i rmb popo always use that soft voice to say "hello".

i will nv get to hear that familiar sound again.

and also, after the stroke, she keep calling everyone "SHIHUA".

idk why but then i am really happy that she actually rmb my name.=D

i haf yet to repay them and provide them the best with my success in future.

and it is not gg to happen anymore.

BUT

at least i get to dream of them every week or every two weeks.

i hope this doesnt stop as this is the only way i can "communicate" or "see" them.

i strongly believe they are watching over me somewhere.

i can feel this sense of protection everywhere i go.

hope they are good and living well now.



失去亲情的痛 两次就够了

HELLO POPCORNS.

1stly, like wat i said, i dun think i haf the right to say anything or even criticize u all.

but i just wanted to voice out some thoughts i haf.

scold me, objection, deny, anything.

i dun care.

actually i dun wanna say alr. but kevin and ethan want to noe wat is it so much.

so i just say briefly wat i "wanted" to say.



its just that. i think there is this existing problem(big or small) in popcorn that no one bothers to care or even touch on.

we simply ignore it and hope popcorn heals or recover by itself.

but is it possible?idk.

(those who didnt realise the problem, idk wat else to say to u)

it is also a reason behind why there are lesser and lesser popcorns coming for the outings every week.

and even if they come, their hearts and minds are not here.

it is always that long and sulky face or diam diam. (filming silent movie isit?)

no mood then come influence the others.

or do u wish that by comin to popcorn outings then ur sadness will disappear?

indeed, for me, i will cheer up by being with u all.

but then, if u really really no mood and u noe that being with us wun help, u can always tell us.
we wun force u to come for goodness sake.

why push urself to do things u dun feel like doing?

be honest to urself please~!



i just wanna clarify a few qns.

- is popcorn impt to u ?

- is popcorn even smth that u will turn to when u face problems?

- do u even noe how many ppl and who are there in popcorn without looking at anything for reference? (well, at least half of them?)

- wat is popcorn to u? is it just a spare tire that u can use when u are helpless and useless?

- wat do u expect from popcorn in the 1st place?



maybe it is due to the expectations that cause some unhappiness in some ppl.

OR maybe it is coz of the weekly meeting up that made u tired or sick of us.

i noe we are not an organisation with dead boring rules to follow.

as if there must be attendance taking and warning letters.


we are just a clique who love each other more than any other average friends and we from the bottom of our heart enjoy the company.

it should be something voluntary and willing to and not being forced.

勉強是沒幸福的!



i only wanted to say that.

THOSE PPL WHO ARE NOT HAPPY or HAS SOME STRONG EMOTIONS THEY WANNA EXPRESS, PLEASE SAY THEM OUT or not we will nv get to understand wat u all are thinking and there wun be any improvement or it will only make the matter worse.

we are no psychiatrist or psychologist.

we cant read minds, study behaviors.




i noe that PPL changes and friends come and go.

but POPCORN are the 1st grp of true friends i made in POLY life.

i dun want the friendship to just fade away unknowingly overtime.

i REALLY wish that our bond will last all the way till we can't walk properly or laugh at our wonderful memories till our dentures fall out.

so, please comment or say out ur thoughts or best, suggestions. i hope POPCORN is a grp without any barriers(idk how to say)

just tat, we are friends who u can feel free to talk wateva u want.


i just feel damn bloody miserable when me, myself and i, look forward to FRIDAYs every week and there are ppl who dun even bother, expecting ppl to CALL and NAG or even BEG for u to come.

i just wanted to say, being organiser is like shit.
before u start complaining or being fussy,
and if u think u can do a better job, PLZ volunteer urself to do it.

你海角七號了吗?

HAHA!

oh! did i mention b4?



HE'S AWESOME!!!!

this show sort of freaked me out a little in the beginning but i think it is quite an interesting show. =D

today was ok!

thanks to the company by my beloved friends!

its so nice to have such wonderful ppl in my life!=D

no matter wat, i really wish all the friendships in my life will nv fade away.

and all my friends and loved ones will still be there even if we are seperated.


LOL = lots of love!

i must be crazy!

i spent 110 within 2 days!

AND i dunno where i spent them on!!!!

OH MANS!

just a random thought.

how sweet can it be if

someone wrote a song specially for u.

the song is ALL for NO ONE else BUT u.

HALLOWEEN~




nothing interesting nowadays.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINA!!!

so i shall just talk crap in this post. read it or not.wateva.

today went GL interview with trish.

we are like the 1st 2 ppl.
SO DAMN KIASU-looking.

then it was ok i suppose.

then went tm and had my DEEP FRIED MUSHROOM!!!

=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)

then was late for micro. (which was at engine skol. damn retarded)

then went to get my nail polish and thanks to jaimme,

i pierced my 3rd earhole

DAMN BLOODY pain la.

my endurance to pain is like 0.000000006

BUT LUCKILY it is ok now.

HOPE it doesn't get infected or smth.

then treat myself icecream, trying to distract myself from the pain.

and talked to MIKEL!!!(my former super nice manager)

DAMN FUNNY!

he keep emphasizing that he will call me every now even if he has nth to say!


WELCOME BACK TO SKOL!!!
i think this gummy smell quite nice!



wanyi took this!
oh ya.

I AM TRYING TO CHANGE OK! for the better of course.

i am like doing my homework, trying not to be late and also, eat less (if possible)

shall see if it works!

i need constant reminders man!

too tired.no mood at all.

shall rest as much as i can this weekend.

did someone squeeze lemon into my eyes??

-__________________-''


wats wrong with everyone?? (including myself)

"irritating-ness"

hack care alr.

NEW MONTH, NEW BEGINNING! START FRESH!!!