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WOOHOO!

1 more week b4 the GRAND SPREE ends.

my working environment is... HAHA

play talk and slack... but i think for now only.

wait till i change to night shift this coming week.

先甜後苦!

HAHA..but i still enjoy my job now!=D

i suddenly miss everyone in skol!

HAHA

wonder how are they doing now, how are their results...

will everyone change when skol reopens?

i am so anticipated to see everyone again!HAHA

TMR the sale starts!
HAHA..

dunno to be happy or sad.

well.. happy jiu hao! 幸福就好!!WHAHAHA

then i was just wondering..

this is the scenerio.

one fine day,

u found out that u are suffering from a serious illness.

will u let ur loved ones know

or

keep everything to urself?
avoid them and try to break up with them,
thinking that this will make them less hurt?

tough decision, but worth thinking rite?hmmmm

this is the fisheye photo that SHINN took long long ago!
oh mans..

i'm so...EWWW..HAHA


then ytd went sophia's hse to make huiya's board!
=D LOVE LOVE!
sad that not many turned up.

haha...
then add in the underwear,
the flying thing..
HAH!..nice rite? HUIYA, u love it rite?HAA...must be=D
the outcome of the LOVE , ART and CREATIVITY of ur beloved POPCORNS!!

this is sophia's new makeover! with her popcorn cap!

then this is her new hairstyle. by ETHAN
this is the hair stylist's own hair. HAHA
and.. this is ..erm.

well..

BROTHER, i didnt help much lorh.

i only put the RABBIT there=DHAHAHA!!!

it is in ur blood to do this so naturally!WOOTS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIYA!!SUPER!

there was a mini gathering at my grandpa' s hse today.

HAHA.

didnt noe bout it.

still thought that no one is accompanying my gonggong so i went up earlier.

end up so many ppl.

HAHA.

but i dun care.

i wanna see gonggong,

thats the purpose.=D

oh mans..

i feel like gg out and PLAY, SING, IDK!

but i am too lazy to plan/organise.

HAHA..

shall just see which fine day, smth one just ask.HAHA

ate lunch with THERESA today!

HAHA!!

HAPPY HAPPY.

it was like dunno how many weeks we haf actually sat down and chat non-stop 'no content' things!

ONE hour is simply not enough..

sadly, tmr is my last day at centrepoint.

so, shall see when is the next time i see her again!

GUESS WAT?!??!

THERESA is working at the SAME place as ME!

HAHAHA!

but only for this three days..HAHA

work is a little boring coz there are not much customer.

BUT

it is smth new that i am learning so it is quite fresh and interesting.HA

OH YA!!

and my legs are DAMN PAIN

they are like inner blisters and damn damn pain!

the shoes are killing my poor leg!

=(

i am listening to random nice songs, reading blogs overnight..

and every time i read about popo, i start to tear.

am i starting to realize popo left me?

do i start to feel the pain?

the place for popo in my heart is now permanently empty.

flashback regarding the past times i had tgt with popo is now the only things left behind for me to relate to...

but, crying is totally useless.

she can't come back to me anymore.

i wun be able to with her forever.



those who are there for me when i need them, when my parents are unable to stay by me..

1st is Irene MA. now is popo.

the double departure of my beloved family members.

i haf yet repay them and take care of them.

and they just went to heaven in advance.





but..i cant be that selfish..

they were in pain the last moments when they are still here.

it is a relief for their suffering.

bro and sis both dreamt of popo and most imptly, she is happy now.

at least she is well now and tgt with irene ma.



hope gong gong is ok.

irene ma and popo, please look after gong gong.

his 2 mental pillars of support are gone now.

please take care of him in heaven...

more bout my popo

i can't go for any happy celebrations or funerals for the next 49 days.

so, i'm sry.


i am okay.=)

let me tell u wat happen today.

i woke up late the 1st thing in the morning.

rushed down to raffles city, then the mrs england or smth told me :" wat time are u told to come? u are 6 mins late do u noe that?"

so strict la.

then end up the lesson was meaningful but a little stiff.




after that the moment i went home mum ask me to go yishun to take grandpa's medicine from big aunt.

so i called RY to accompany me.

AND LUCKILY she went. if not i would haf lost my way ALONE.so we lost TGT.HAHA

so, we took 2 hrs to get to yishun..we just keep walking and changing buses.

finally after taking the medicine, i was looking for flats and pants @ northpoint.

then most of it is under renovation. so we only spotted TIMEZONE!

hahaha..the basketball machine is DAMN lousy

then we played those 20cents game. then u win urself tickets.(those very traditional ones-photo next time=D)



THEN!!

my 1st time trying the candy pushing thing.

HAHA!!

i got myself a big bag of sweets!!!
DAMN LUCKY.

so i shared with RY.
(2/3 of wat we got)

after that we went home. and the journey was....




CROWDED and SMELLY.hahaha

thanks popcorn and many others!

i love my family members!!

she's gone... peacefully

its the same way i woke up today.

my mum telling me popo cant make it!!

jump up and off i go..


popo is getting weaker and weaker..

everything is dropping every hr..

BP, pulserate, idk..

and she is still not waking up..since ytd afternoon.

and there were no more movements of her left hand.

no matter how we call for her, she is just in a coma.

we suspect it is an internal stroke. but idk.. we cant do a thing now oso.

even if she has fever, there is nth much.

and she is just sufferring on the bed..

POPO, who are u waiting for? isit grandpa??

doc say u maybe left with a few hrs. but we all can sense tat u are holding on and hanging in there.

seeing u suffer and getting weaker is very painful.

PLEASE FEEL COMFORTABLE and HAPPY.

=(

went home and ate dinner just now ard 9.

grandpa came out and watched us eat.

he look so sad and lonely.

seeing him makes me wanna cry.

but i just keep telling myself.

crying wun help and it will make him even sadder.

so i stayed strong today and did not tear.

DADDY!!

leslie gor's army cap.pearlyn.
see how tired and sick they are...
aunt laura's homemade popcorn last night.
newspaper..

snack for the day

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!

today popo is even weaker.

since i reach the hosp until i leave, she was "sleeping" or too weak to even lift her eyelids.

and there were more needles, machines and worries.

her condition wasn't that good today.

maybe she is too tired.

i cant do anything. just HOPE and PRAY HARD that she feels comfortable and be at the best state she can be.

seeing her suffer is really heart piercing and i really wished i could do smth for her.

well..was folding cranes with other cousins the whole of today..

we CAN and MUST finish the 1000 and the message will be recieved!!!

of course, i did not go on a diet or so.

i need to eat to get the energy and stay strong.

at this point of time, everyone is falling ill.

i cant afford to go down too.




when i reach home, there was this white butterfly flying ard my living room..

does it mean anything? is there a msg behind it?

it is really beautiful and it is flying ard my family members as if it was one of us.

i HOPE it is a good sign..which i doubt so...

another scary way i woke up today.

is a call from my sis.

SIS: " eh.. where u?"

ME: " sleeping??"

SIS: " xiao gu say popo might not make it alr!"

WAH..PANICKED ok..

jumped out of bed immediately and looked for dad who is in the toilet.

then prepared quickly.

after that, another call came..

from XIAO GU

XIAO GU: " eh. are u all coming alr? popo like holding last breath to see u all. hurry down!"

OMG. PANICKED TTM!

then told dad and sis the news,

dad (despite him feeling unwell) rushed out and prepared to go without breakfast.

sis cabbed back home to go with us.

then when we reach there, quite a few relatives are there alr.

saw popo. her face is not as pale as ytd but they say it was due to the drug that is injected into her. but tat wun last.

then looking at her, breathing hard from the oxygen mask and she needs SO MUCH ENERGY to just inhale a mouth of breathe.. my heart is hurting like mad.

just hope she dun feel that UNCOMFORTABLE and can get better real soon.

seeing her suffer is a torture and worse thing is i cant do a thing to help her.

not even making her happy or so.

i cant even understand wat she needs or wants although i lived with her for 16 yrs

and she always dote me like ..A LOT.

then i dunno wat she is trying to say or do.

i am such a failure and i seriously HATE aging.

TSK

and everyone is like falling sick nowadays..

dad got sorethroat and cough,

sis got flu,

mum has body aches,

i am ok but sooner or later alr.. well.. is super carsick an illness?

just turning out of SGH from the parking lot makes me car sick alr. isnt it HOPELESS.-______-

the view out of the window from her ward.