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Wednesday, July 30, 2008
THANKS TO THERESA, I AM STUCK WITH THIS SONG.
AND AND AND
박정수 is so damn cute!!! FAINTS~~~



Tuesday, July 29, 2008
something struck me today.

" life is too short to be unhappy" from sophia's blog.

so true but no one actually bothers.

it is like, i would rather live life happily, and sadding over things wun help in any situation at all.
in the end, it is still urself making urself upset.

without "imperfections", there would'nt be "perfect".

SO, no matter how bad things can be, EVERYONE should treasure every moment of their lives, and live life to the fullest.





Monday, July 28, 2008
TODAY IS MONDAY!
this week is a week of uncertainty and wonders (i hope)
today is a slow yet fast day.
1st, i woke up late then went for lect late.
then, comskils lastmin presentation. nth to talk bout.then so embarrassing.
FnB, still ok.
then like now haf to rush IHT and other projects.
it will all go smoothly rite?
=D


COMPLAIN/NAGGY/NOISY QUEEN


As for this, i think i am damn fugly.
so shall not show my face.
i look like some ALIEN.omg.next time take nicer photo then i show.HAHA

Sunday, July 27, 2008

DAMN. got this feel-so-real yet wierd dream!
must be i thinking of them too much le.
but then doesnt make sense leh. i noe their existence but then i dun even noe them!
erm. maybe some of them i noe. but then still doesnt make sense.
tsk. ok. hopefully go back and slp l8r will not continue or repeat that dream.

Saturday, July 26, 2008
MY new idol. jolin of course still the BEST!WHOHOHO!~~



HADI!! hadi-das leh!WOOTSselegie douhua and tangyuan. + prata + rojak.=X
TODAY- opp skol
OMGNESS. erm. just keep it to urself. when i remove it le then u come and tell me.=(



me and beibi chicken porks.WHAHAHA
after the concert.




LONG LONG AGO the 1HO8.=Dshi xiong and me!

secret camera dey, during the super boring IHT tut.
bus uncle.

uh oh~
i'm becoming lazy again.
feeling damn sleepy now~
and pimples are popping out like how popcorns POP, one after another!OUT OF CONTROL~~~
it will soon be OVER~
bear with it yeah SHIHUA?

Wednesday, July 23, 2008


I CAN BREATHE AGAIN!
whahahaha!

having this unusual feeling nowadays.
hopefully it is a good sign.=D
but even if it is a bad one, i DUN CARE ANYMORE!

WHAHAHA,
as can be seen, the previous crazy thing is OBVIOUSLY not POSSIBLE and did not work.
i am gg to flunk my FB test 2.
dooo daaa deee~~~

talking bout wat i did is also quite boring.
so i shall just say the main "interesting" things.=)

well....

i got into BSC. but everyone was like thinking " it is expected wat. ur sis is in it" and watsoever.
haiz..this is the bad thing about having a sis , one will tend to follow unknowingly and will be stupidly looked at by others.
but like i said.
as long as my heart and conscience is crystal clear and i noe i am doing the RIGHT thing, WHO CARES?! i dun care alr.

no point faking anything. dun like just say dun like, like then say like.
i dun see any "whys" to hide unless it really makes sense and is reasonable.
but i tend to see most of the time, unnecessary lies.

another thing is projects successfully slim down!it is not as heavy anymore!WHAHAHHA
but more hard work is to be done to finish this diet.

OH. i made a new friend.
hahaha. he is called MEH~~~LOL
different yet amazingly fun and enjoyable person to chat with yeah?=D

photos taken last thurs~







result of madness.~

Saturday, July 19, 2008
madness.
12 hrs of RHT FINDINGS.
going mad soon!
still got so much.
RHT project, POM presentation, FnB beverage list, FnB test, Comskils mock test.
how? 5 more things to be done in 1 day.if i dun sleep = 24hrs.
is it possible? i shall answer this after this 24 hrs.

busy. post next time.

wed-projects
thurs- concert / bsc interview
friday- popcorn dinner
today- projects


PHOTOS up soon~

Tuesday, July 15, 2008
why ppl just cant be honest and say the truth?
i think that lying is not gg to solve the problem at all.
esp when the truth is heard from another party.
the bitter sense of being cheated by someone u believe in....
the mutual trust just reset back to zero immediately.

YES. projects are killing me. but at least i am doing something.
i dun feel that useless and hopeless now.=D
is just that i need to manage my things now.
so not organised now.
but I CAN DO IT!
i would like to thank all those around me who constantly inject confidence into me that made me realise that sadding or worrying over things will not solve the problem at all but will only make things worse.
i haf to start moving and working on it then it will change for the better!
BUSY AND HARD-TO-COPE LIFE now BUT I AM NOT USELESS RUBBISH ANYMORE!=D

Sunday, July 13, 2008
yes. it is back to square one..
projects.
i wanna lead a healthy lifestyle.
be it mentally or physically.
i can do it rite?
there is always ppl in worse situations than me,
i must learn to appreciate wat i haf, cherish them b4 i lose them.
but am i too late? isit that i'm alr losing them, then i start to realise?
i dunno.


Friday, July 11, 2008
ITAS CHICKEN CHOP.yum yum=D
MY BELOVED GRANDPAPA.<3



im very sad today.
the thing that really make me so sad now is my last toe.
is like. i think i love myself a little too much..
stupid door la.
accidentally kick only then my last toe starts to bleed. like the nail gg to come off.
i am so sad la.=(
then today dunno y oso like a bit sad sad one.
it started off with comskils and all the emo stories come out.
then after that the whole day like that le...
i dunno wat happen but then all i can say is "HAIZ"...

ytd's presentation was a little badly done. but nvm. it is over!





i am also very depressed over my fatness.-_________-
not that i like to keep saying that i am fat, but then this is gg to be one of the last time i am gg to say that i am fat le.
i am AVERAGE ok.
just that i am a little meaty.

Wednesday, July 09, 2008
SYSTEM BREAKDOWN!~~

everything is wrong.
wth.. it is not even at the recession and it drops back to the trough period.
stupid...

POM wrong, redo.
IHT wrong cant help coz hand up le , now then realise
econs article wrong, oso need to redo
FnB, never right, i haven find the correct direction for this project yet.
Comskils wrong, i cant do anything coz no one is sending me any thing.
RHT haven even started. the qnsnaire alr wrong.

SO IRRITATING. everything WRONG TOGETHER!piang eh..
wat is this?!
and like all the deadlines are like nearer than my two nostrils la.ROAR!!

then grandparents dun look too good nowadays.
very worried for them.

i dunno alr. everything just crop up all together.
i thought mental can beat reality.
well.. perseverance do have its limits.

Tuesday, July 08, 2008
yes. jie i cant agree more about ur that part
"i know she's there. and she will always be ard me.
helping and blessing me in everything i do =)"

is like although things are not gg in the way, it will still end up alright.
the feeling of being looked after and blessed.

THANKS also. really really appreciate it.




ok..i am nervous for IHT presentation.
i can do it rite? stage fright? nvm.. life is short. just enjoy it can le.

Monday, July 07, 2008
today is the 100th day since irene ma left us.
MISS her damn much la.
i wonder how is she now...is she enjoying her life??
hope that she is not too sad. as we only miss her 1 person, she has to miss all of us.=(
hope she is really happy and good now.
and i cant find a single photo i took with her.
i am damn bastard idiot. i dunno.. how come no photos?!?!?!?!so angry with myself!
this is like the only photos i can find..HAIZ
such beautiful hair.=)





ok... apart from that, these are taken last friday.at HOUGANG. ya.. hougang ppl are like that ok. tsk.. we are nice ok?erm.. actually i neighbour of hougang. but then it is still not that bad lorh.is just plain suayness.












this one is national day rehersal or wat. can u see the heart shape??look carefully.. ZOOM in..


then this is today me and theresa at HOUGANG.cute rite.(i meant the background)




then this is last week during tutorial i bored then i just take one.
nice heart shaped jelly bean!=D





oh...these are today break in lib. take with my shixiong- sun wu kong







this was ytd, i went to my grandma hse to eat. then ate this super huge strawberry. dunno from where. so damn bloody gigantic and sweet.




ok..currently listening to 最长的电影 and got this heart ache feeling. think of irene ma only.=(
damn it la.. HOW?!??!i miss her so much!!!!i hate myself so much for not spending more time with her and like.. i am so ...so... unfilial...when i got dengue that time, everyday she came to hospital to visit me and stay with me. always bring me nice food although i no appetite. and always there for me when i need her. and when she is hospitalise i am such a bastard la..
i didnt visit her everyday. not even twice a month.SERIOUSLY i HATE MYSELF SO MUCH NOW.stupid... feel like crying now.tsk... ARGH.... stupid idiot.how can i?? so irritating la...ROAR!

Sunday, July 06, 2008
zoo trip failed.
then i haf been coughing stupidly since this morning.-____________-
choc is my medicine today.
then was trying to do FnB. but also no outcome. Macro oso no results. IHT is worse.comskils i hope it is done.
then now is like only POM is like the best.HAHAHA
the deadmeat season is back again. and i so not welcome it.
nvm. JULY is still good for me.
I DUN CARE!

Saturday, July 05, 2008
i overslept today.
i didnt manage to go see irene ma.
then end up waking up at 3pm.
i dunno wat to do now.
there are so many projects and tutorials waiting for me to do.
so many other things that i need to settle. but i just dun haf to motivation to move on.
or rather the speed is worse than a snail.
today i am feeling as sick as ytd. but then i am not sick.=)
how to say..not sick but felt sick.aiya. dun care la.
just hope tmr i got enough energy to go ZOO.

everytime i take 147 home at night alone, i will cfm think of irene ma. then i will start tearing in the bus.
i MISS her so much.how?

today POPCORN day!!
FRIDAYS ARE THE BEST. although today not feeling so well~
HADI AND BROTHER!??!
THERESA!BRIGHT ENOUGH BEH!
NIC!

HEHEH!NIC &YVONNE
THE 4 OF US.sorry for the not steady hand.haha shake shake!
DOUG AND ETHAN!

oh, kevin's birthday photos.


this was where it happened........

nice 17 donuts.. nice candlelight. nice clean table.then......
after all the "fun".. cleaning time. all we do is watch.
watch.
and watch.
others still watching of course.then pose a little oso.
is it better now? (ok.ignore those pig trotters)
still posing....

then finally, the 1st popcorn FAMILY PHOTO!!


Wednesday, July 02, 2008



Your Emoticon Is Smiling



Right now, you're feeling cheerful and content - without a care in the world.



see!! i knew there was a change.
and it is gg to be a GOOD one!=D
i LOVE JULY!like for the 1st time in my life!HAHAHA

A WHOLE NEW WORLD~~~~
A DAZZLING PLACE I NEVER KNEW!!

I AM OKAY LE!
everything is on its way back to normal.
(at least this is what i believe)

I AM NOT GG TO BE THAT LOSER AGAIN.**okays.i'll try??
horrible, terrible trough-like life is OVER.
i dun care. i say its gone, it WILL BE!yes.thats the spirit!

JIAYOU!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVIN