green
about me

tagboard





links and credits
Saturday, May 31, 2008
slept at 3+,4 and woke up at 7+am!
went to POM lect.
then ate mac break with theresa~!!
haha
then went to esplanade lib and realise there is no space,kevin arrived, so went marina macs and sit.then doug, ethan reach and ate their lunch there.then jess came!
after that went so angry. the manager dun let me study can!like 1st time ppl ask me dun study leh! bad influence sia!
then went to nlb.only managed to read through ~1.5 of RHT lect notes.
die la.
still got so much!
RHT- 3.5/5 lect.
POM- 5 lect.
Macroecons-5 lect.
-____________-








then FRIDAY!
i love friday nights!haha..
i think i will nv forget this night can.
so cute la we all.
a grp of poly students sat at S11 for hrs just to watch tv!HAHA
damn cool rite?!haha
let me recall who were there..
me, nic, yvonne, huiya, sophia, kevin, doug, kai, ethan, hadi, jed, chelsie!=D

oh oh..and they did another thing that made me feel damn touched.
is like sophia, ethan and kevin were waiting for either 65 or 22 with me.
then 65 came they all didnt go up and decided to wait for 22 with me!AWWWWWWWWW....
so touched can!haha..
THANKS ARH!









SHALL GO STUDY FOR MIDSEM NOW!HAHA..TRY NOT TO SLP TONIGHT & FINISH RHT!

Thursday, May 29, 2008
wat is wrong with me?
she is a nice girl.
i wronged her for like a month or so?
i must be the bad guy in this story..~ peace?

Wednesday, May 28, 2008
SUPER BLOODY PISSED OFF.
SHUT UP AND GO AWAY!
TAKE OFF THOSE STUPID MASKS AND JUST STOP MAKING MY POLY LIFE DISGUSTING AND MISERABLE!
BASTARDS.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008
i am not busy nowadays.
i just want to go home and eat dinner with my grandma as much as possible.
somemore grandpa and dad gg overseas tmr till hopefully mid of next month.
i am not feeling great or happy now.
just worried, scared, afraid, a super mixed up feeling beyond explanation.
it is just...cant be said in words.
nvm..
i shall just keep it inside me.

pics taken ytd.






**and ppl there ytd, i did not cry.dun need to worry bout me=)

Monday, May 26, 2008
YO~YO!
thanks so much for tonight's company.
GREATLY APPRECIATED=D

didnt really take much photos.=(



oh..and the komez bbq overdue photos=)


i think i twist too much.shall stop being childish.i try not to put the peace sign next time=D








Saturday, May 24, 2008
NEW MEMBERS OF POPCORN=D

KEVIN - PAPAYA MILKSHAKE aka PMS

**claps**







so much for a friday i wanted so badly.
i am super sad today..
shall not say anything here.=X

Thursday, May 22, 2008
I DUN WANNA LOSE THEM.~
it will last rite?




















I AM LOST!OMGNESS!!!!
STRESS OVER NTH!!
STRESS COZ I DUNNO ANYTHING!
I AM GG BERSERK!
OMGNESS!!!!!!

Tuesday, May 20, 2008
ok.this is retarded.
after i post the last post. i went to slp.
and guess wat?the next thing i noe is it is 8pm at night alr!-_______-
wth..then the tutorials not done, intro test haven touch, comskils still empty.
wahseh...it is like..hack alr.
then read through intro lect 1-3. buay tahan,go slp again until morning.
then go skol then cont lect 4.it is like super pig.
i slp for 16 hrs+ in total.0.o
and the test section C was like shit!total bullshit.
it is like why of all explorer and era, the two things that i din even lay my eyes on!ROAR.nvm.it is over.
i shall move on to com skils.

BTW, i am reallyx100000000000000 sorry to bus 8 gang.i am really so guilty now.
it is dunno the how many-th time i pangseh half way.
i really cant say "NO" to komez ppl.
it is really uncontrollable.
SORRY once again.=)

Monday, May 19, 2008
I LOVE KOMEZ POPCORN AND PPL WHO WENT FOR BBQ!=D

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DOUGLAS.



just reached home and bathed=D
is like..i tried rushing all the tut (and did not manage to finish)
then went to hougang mall to meet theresa.then she made this super cute card for doug!=D
then after that we went to parkway,
and it was so funny.
we reach parkway like 7+pm.
then coz the card was not signed by the other popcorns so we haf to siam doug for the moment.
then we came up with some super lame excuses.
eg. got down at wrong busstop, lost, must travel back, on the way
wanted to use- bus broke down, got car accident, got cat injured we need to help.
haha...
then end up like drag all the way until 9+pm then we go to the bbq there.
haha..
then cut cake.
and SERIOUSLY.
the cake was so wasted and although we had fun squashing cakes into each other faces.
wat did i do?!
i only holding on to the cake and ppl come and bua on my whole face.-_________-
i oso not bday girl!haha.
nvm, over and still fun thinking back=)
then after that took quite some time to clean up.
then was like damn hungry.
haven eaten anything yet.
is like paid for a mouth of beehoon.nvm.
then went to macs to eat.
eat eat eat. talk talk talk.
then ronald is reluctantly eyecandy-ing me!=Dhaha
and we joked played, then went over to parkway and they played pool.=D
we played photo hunt!so fun.is like we are gg everywhere and putting komez as 1st in every machine.cool.0.o
after which we go to macs again and they ate breakfast.
there is this weird crew there.
maybe he likes kevin and doug.
super joker.
then after that we went back to ECP to so call "watch the sunrise" but then there was too many clouds.
so went home .

ok.another hilarious thing.
i slept in the bus with theresa and jess.
then end up theresa woke me up asking me where to alight, i realise i missed 2stops alr.-_____-
wahseh..cross OVERHEAD BRIDGE and take bus back.
so tired...
and now..still using com..
thinking tmr got IHT test and all the tutorials....-__________________________-|||

Saturday, May 17, 2008
ok.i can sense that i am falling sick alr.
super uncomfortable now.and still need to do all the homework overnight today.
or not tmr cant play with a light heart.
i am like so lost and no one even bother to tell me anything.
so i shall assume that i am not suppose to noe anything and just do wateva i want.
hack care alr..


I AM IN THIS SUPER IRRITATED MOOD NOW.SO SRY IF I BLAST ON ANY OF U.
it has nth to do with any of u.
maybe just due to the stress, lack of sleep and ill symptoms.


omg..i didnt noe that my tone was uncontrollable.
i didnt meant that way. it is just wat i said didnt sound like wat i wanted it to be said.
ok. so i am sry that i said it.
if it is all my fault.
there is nth wrong if u dislike me and badmouth about me.
i really dun mind coz like wat i said, it was my wrong so i deserve the blacklisting.
=)

OMG!how???
too many things on hand..
too little time frame!
oh no...
i haf like
POM , Econs, RHT, F&B TUTORIALs,
POM online quiz ,
Comm skills research ,
FILA chart,
IHT test to study,
APEL online surveys,
Macroecons newspaper articles ,
POM report,
RHT and F&B lect to copy.

and i only haf this weekend to do.
and wats worse?
i just got home at 8 today, tmr there is komez bbq and doug bday.
so most prob not free the whole day.
and sun morning need to slp.
so i actually only haf monday afternoon-night to do all these things?!
HOW IS IT POSSIBLE!?OMGness.this is madness.

ok...
men are really scary creatures..
the more joker they may look,
the scarier they are when they are pissed or irritated.
super scary.
i must really watch wat i say now...
regret~~-____________-"

how am i gg to face those ppl now?
wat kind of feelings will i carry when i see them in future?
it only takes a tiny matter to make things go bad and worse.
i am so sorry.


THE WORLD'S MOST DANGEROUS WORD: PROMISE

Friday, May 16, 2008
ok..today CCN was quite messy but i tried to enjoy it as much as i can.
from scooper to walking advertisement!haha.
but then quite fun la.NO IMAGE DAY IS TODAY!haha..
so much worse than that day with yvonne and sab!hahahah!





















then these after CCN. went opp skol to eat kentuky Fat chicken with hafiz, kevin, douglas, jed yvonne, sab, sophia, cass, chelsie and KC.before that we ate this half tub of strawberry ice cream=Xomgness.then after eating KFC went to sit at the playground there play play talk talk.=D bussed home with sophia and kevin and gab. I seriously LOVE komez and popcorns a lot.
thinking bout it. if i do not haf them, i think i will hate poly life!=Dthis is how much i love u all!<3THANKS for everything!
the feeling of a second home, second family!the true care and concern, joy and fun!







to G: maybe i am too sensitive. but i think that i dun even noe u well enough.we just noe each other.so i think we shouldnt go beyond the friends boundary.well.maybe u dun even haf the intention.but then i still dun feel that comfortable hanging ard alone wif u.it is just wierd and i dunno how to explain it.please understand=D


Wednesday, May 14, 2008
last friday!=D



this is scary..


here is all the super candid ones=D



i think i am so much more artistic than brendan la!look at the diff!these are brendan's ones..







see mine below!so nice lorh!


today is really a joke.
right from the start of the day.
it all started with a call from angie.

JOKE #1:
i seriously thought class starts at 12.
i even checked twice b4 i slept.
but then in the end, i still got it wrong.
it starts at 11!ROAR,
then jump up immediately then pia like shit to skol.

JOKE#2:
i was suppose to make it on time.
then end up when i board 76, i saw angie sitting at next busstop.
so i alighted at the 3rd stop and walked to the 2nd one.
then end up she waited like 20+ mins waiting for brendan.haha
so retarded to alight like 2 stops after u board the bus la.

JOKE #3:
Germaine was in the same 76 that i took initially!
and i didnt see her!haha...then i alighted without her.
so we all met at the 8 busstop in the end.haha!

JOKE #4:
went to ikea and instead of shopping for cnn things we went there more like to play.

JOKE #5:
suppose to meet yvonne to go cityhall get somethings.
then sab thought we gg tm only then she followed.
then end up she haf to go with us all the way there!haha

JOKE #6:
went there and there was no stock over there!
so must proceed all the way to cine!-______-
so off we go again..

JOKE #7:
sat at food court and talked a lot of fun and interesting rubbish!=D
i super enjoy that!haha!gossip rocks!woots

Sunday, May 11, 2008
i am happy that we gathered tgt again.
but then meanwhile sad that i noe something.

i just want to say that if i am given a wish now, i wish that time stops now.NOW!
i dun like time coz it waits for no man..
it dun even turn back and look at u.

Saturday, May 10, 2008

i am so proud to be a FREE THINKER=D


ok...today, went to the temple for half the day..from morning 9 till 6+pm.
then after that went to eat at sgoon gardens with family!!=D
so happy..it was since dunno when we had our last meal out tgt!
then walked home.

oh no...still got so many tutorials and projects, assignments, test to study!!omgness...
and tmr is MUMMY'S DAY!!as well as DADDY's BIRTHDAY!!
how??
no time to do work le..aiyo...
shall not slp tonight=(finish all the tutorials.
then tmr study FB test and do FB tut-_________-

ok..i did nth.. no FB tut done..not even a single ikan bilis done.

HADI!
ok la...coz u said something like

HADI =DD [CADBURY flavoured popcorn!] say:

yeah!u rock

u still very man ok!=D



* kai is super funny!hahahaa..thanks arh..make me laugh.=)

Friday, May 09, 2008

SHINN&ME. her shirt is so cute!

rowena&me=D


today is another not good mood day.
i am like dunno wat i am doing for the whole day.
lost in all lect and tut.
totally not ready for any mini tests.
i cant even answer a simple basic question the tutor ask in class.
i feel like some stupid idiot.
like wat i use to say.
a camel in the middle of Antarctica.
or
a penguin in the middle of Sahara desert.
but then i strongly believe that i did not make the wrong choice to come to TP.
JC really isit my cup of hot chocolate.
maybe it is just the transition i am facing.
maybe i just need some time to adapt to the new subjects i face .
the new phase, the new environment and pace.


can i do it?


i think i can!
JIA YOU!

BTW,
today i went to skol early.
like 12pm with rebekah, gen and angie.
although my lesson only starts at 2pm.
tried doing RHT.but nvm,
then ate at itas again.
had ice lemon tea, mango cake, fried dumplings and hashbrown.(not very pig rite?)
then l8r went to the rht lab session.
it was so-so.
then after that went to FB lect.
was about seafood.
eww la..
so gross.
i dun like seafood.
but then the fish part was still ok.it was the shellfish part.
yucks! i said b4. more than 4 legs=NONO.
during lect. was eating skittles. then angie and rebekah pass me their kissables and m&ms.
then i look like some pig la seriously.
then after that went to bball court with evelyn.
met some other popcorns and komez ppl there.
then ate the animal biscuit.it is nice & cute k!
then after that, send evelyn to the busstop with hadi, jess and cass.
wahseh..
today HADI super man!haha
1st, when we arrived at the court, he gave his seat to us.(although i asked him to)
then , he helped us close the other side of the metal door to prevent the ball frm hitting us.
(which almost happen after that)
then he agree to send evelyn out to the busstop . but then we all followed after all.=D
man rite
hahaa.ok la..maybe amongst all the other ppl there today.
then on the way back. did retarded but fun things tgt. then hadi (again) payed for the bueno!woots!
shall pay him back when i see him next time..felt bad after all, coz he paid for not only my bueno, but oso jess's crunchie and cass's mars.
so nice rite?ahaa
then went back to the court.
wanted to go home alr.
then end up sitting there slack and talked for about 15mins more.
then this 15mins , i kanna wacked by flying balls twice ok.TWICE.
now aching.but then nvm la.i am strong!plus my fats can help me block the impact.
double protection=D WHAHAHA.
then now i shall just get ready for the whole study week (i hope) next week..must really catch up alr.i dun wanna fail that badly..at least a pass or just fail that kind.
tmr will be a long day out doing some impt things.
then sunday shall still got mothers day and daddy's birthday.
oh no...then mon there is tests and homework!?how?!oh no..
i think i shall start now.shall do FB now.gogogo!

Thursday, May 08, 2008


today is quite a not that happy day..
i shall not say moody.but then just inside me is not feeling the real happy feeling.
ok...only until school, then i am feeling much better.
i dunno why i am feeling this way nowadays..
can it be due the prolonged storing of sadness i use to feel but not voice out??
then my system cant take it anymore?
aiyo..i dunno wat i am saying le..
shall change topic..







many many tutorials, projects, assignments, and lectures that i dun understand..ROAR!


ok...and i found someone who i can approach when im feeling down le=D


i miss the times when the wind embraces me when i'm playing on the swing.
i miss the times when there is totally no image to take note of and i can just do wateva i want and like.
i miss the times when all of us gather tgt to do something really stupid but meaningful.
i miss the times when we laugh our hearts out and forget all the troubles that are worrying us.
i miss the carefree days, the times when we can really live a life of a child.
i miss the times when all the sand in the world belongs to me and i can build my very own castle.
i miss the times when there is someone there as a support.
the feeling of safeness. the feeling of being taken care of.
i miss the times when i'm lost all alone and suddenly a path shines in front of me.


and once all these are gone, u miss the chance, they are never coming back to u.




i fake a smile so he wun see~

Wednesday, May 07, 2008
why am i feeling a pinch of heartbrokeness?

today was another sleepy day..i slp early yet i am falling aslp.
i think the prob lies in the lessons not me.
anyway, today ended at 3. finally can reach home early again.
then i went to cheers before walking home.
OMGness. there is this super HUGEyeah.grasshopper!is like~~
and u noe where was it?
on the tidbit i was holding!
and i think i held onto his legs!then he jumped onto the ground.
i thought wat was the jerk.then the moment i look in the floor is like roar!!!
disgusted..super disgusted!!

oh and i rmb that day the moment i open my hse door, there was this even huge-er cockroach!!!OMG.this is worse!it is like the huge-est one i ever seen. the head is so huge that i can see its eyes..yucks Yucks YUCKS!

i seriously dislike things that haf more than 4 legs!!gross to the max!
argh..~~~~~

Tuesday, May 06, 2008
ok..he is yeong yih's brother, jun yih!omg...so small world.
and i just found out that angie actually live super near me.after like 2+ weeks and we are not gg to and coming back tgt.HAHA! yay.. next time got ppl go skol with me alr!woots.

today was boring but not as bad as ytd.
but i was taking short naps in every class.
should be too tired le.so shall slp early today!=D
many many things to do now..
tut, assignment, ex, etc...
didnt noe poly was so busy. but then i did not regret at all!haha..
all thanks to the ppl in TP.

Monday, May 05, 2008
ok... i am like thinking is that guy (kelwin's friend) ah yih's cousin?
haha..
coincidence?i dunno

today's lessons was quite boring draggy..it seems like yrs..
then went for salvo.
it was a little not as fun as i thought.and the ppl a bit erhem..
but at least i have jamie, evelyn and kat with me=D
made more friends: joe( hadi classmate), angelin and kelsey(salvo)

feel the recession period now....-_________-


oh ya..
and i realised that there were misunderstandings between me and some ppl .
now i see the many diff. views and reasons for why they behaved the way they did.
i actually dun really dislike them that much.
it is just too many diff stories. dunno which is true and false.
so shall just stay neutral and be HAPPY!=D

Sunday, May 04, 2008
i dun wish and dun wanna feel this way..
please tell me it is just some lost feelings or stress that made me feel this way.

i dun wanna get pissed or start to dun like anyone again..
it is not a nice feeling.
take it away from me.thanks a lot.

and i was doing this stupid tut ex for 5 hrs.FIVE HOURS.
and the end results is only 1 page in words.-_____-

i really lost all the appetite and cravings for choc while doing this ok.
poor game animals.
thats all i can say..

hope tmr's salvo is fun and tmr is so gg to be a long day..
9am-9pm!
JY!woots.

ok..latest update


douglas- box
nic-teh bing
hadi-cadbury
huiya- super
me- mango
ethan- red
yvonne- cheese
theresa - peppermint green tea double pearl
jessica-Caremel


Saturday, May 03, 2008
today got huiya to go to ECP with me!whahahaha!
then cycled for about 2 hrs.
hopefully that will remove some fats or lessen the burden of my food intake?
ok..wat am i saying..hack.

now i noe a little more ppl in komez and i noe a little more about komez ppl=D

did not go to iceskate though, this morning reach home then still got time.
but then thinking of the journey, and go ice skate i dun really noe how. then end up falling again?
NO WAY..it is super embarrassing..and at least wun get touch-touch?haha

well..will this be the last outing for me before i take a super long break? i dun think i can actually turn down their outing request..saded rite.
it is like there is this "cant say no" spell cast on me or something.
i dunno la...
i am like "noe it might be bad yet still risk doing it" that kind of feeling.

i think i changed le. but i dunno is it the negative or positive way. wat do u think?

Friday, May 02, 2008
resources are draining out..
i think i should start concentrating on my studies and lessen the play hard part..
oh my, and i am joining salvo like so alone.o.0
so dearest friends.. hope u all understand if i dun attend the outings or pangseh half way through ok??thx a lot.
and i think i need to be more health-cautious.
i am feeling sick almost everyday now.
the discomfort just keep moving around in my body..argh.

oh..
and my eyecandy is gone again..
no more sweetness.


i am gg to start all over again...right from the beginning.
i am serious. i should listen to my friends' advice.
i dun dislike anyone from this point onwards.
no issues between anyone.
i love everyone.
ok.
end of story.

omgness..look at my sore eyes...

there...can see?

us

again

me, huiya and evelyn

messed up hair

me with a pretty.

theresa's "zhao pai dong zuo"


cadbury!showing all our teeths

gary and me. always cut off the hair. dunno y.

me and douglas.

hadi trying to play with the backhand, or wat is it calleD?
look at theresa's lips.omg.

ethan and me.eaten le mah?

woah.

matching ppl.(it is pure coincidence)

hadi trying to focus

heh heh ..super candid rite?

this is pose one..
lazy to caption le.










































Thursday, May 01, 2008
my eyes are sore for two days le.
it made me dun dare to look at ppl.so introvert la
then now still a little lost in skol work..
today went to eat dinner with nic, yvonne, huiya, douglas, hadi and ethan.
haha..


i LOVE popcorn!woots

douglas- box
nic-candy
hadi-cadbury
huiya- super
me- mango
ethan- red
yvonne- glam
theresa - mother?