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Thursday, November 29, 2007
ok..
went around to look for job with cel today!haha
and found out that poh kim is recruiting.
and there is this monitor meeting today.
haiz... tot graduate le but actually haven.. sad.

Wednesday, November 28, 2007
ok.i just slept from ytd 6pm to this morning 10am.
feel so fatigue now.
anyway.. kaiwen can't go to sentosa anymore that means same goes to me. i definitely do not wanna go alone.
so there goes a day of fun.
then chalet was ok la. just that there are like thousands of ants in it.
we are like there to kill them instead of having fun.
only slpt for 30 mins there so very tired.
me and chorwen rode a double bike then it was ok.
then went to the rockwater until 1+ there are cockroaches and ants la!keep biting me!ewww
then there are mud, etc.
then we went back there to "see sunrise" but wrong direction at 4am until 6am.
then when we left the chalet, it started pouring!
wth... we are like all drenched and cold. then went to white sands mac to haf lunch!haha

Sunday, November 25, 2007
ok.. i lost my voice.. hopefully it comes back tmr.
tmr is chalet.
got this feeling that i will not be fun..=(
dunno who organising..scarly end up we all rotting there. no food, no games.
anyway, i made biscuit this morning. sadly it is all burnt. but dun care. tmr ppl at the chalet have to try it!i bring a little there.
then the oven handle was like broken by my rough hands.so sorry aunt francis.>.<
nth is gg smoothly for me since the last week of Os until now. every thing is horrible and everyday is so terrible.
why am i not enjoying life after my Os?
everyone is blogging about how hard they played and how happy they are everyday.
me?? complaining about my hell life everyday and hoping that something better will happen tmr?
WTH!
it is not fair at all.
i so so envy celesther now.
how i wish my father can haf a little of her parents.
i wanna go poly and he is forcing me to go JC?
seriously, i would rather not study than gg to JC. it is the same as secondary life. uniform= rules.
i hate rules.
FREE country, NOT FREE life!
wat is the diff?!
I HATE MY LIFE!
who wants to swop with me?

Saturday, November 24, 2007
I WANNA WORK!
i dun wanna waste my long vacation doing nth!
i dun wanna go JC!
i wanna go T.POLY!
why must u control my life like this!
is there any job that allows me to work like for dec then feb and march??

Friday, November 23, 2007
yup..i am selling these cards now until christmas.
8 different designs for only $10.
anyone wants? there are like cute pop ups inside=)


and this is the photo of 4 faith 07 prom night!!woot~!for more photos can go to my friendster or http://4faith2007.shutterfly.com/action/
finally, this is wat rocks for the month!Y24!!

Thursday, November 22, 2007
i had a bad day ytd.
it was red camp 1st day. but early in the morning i spilled green tea in my bag and my phone, bag, everything in my bag was spoiled and soaked in green tea.
i have to walk in my greeen tea soaked pants and wet dripping bag. and worse still no phone for the whole day.
then redcamp was so boring and i am like rotting there and trying to self entertain.
but self highing is so tiring . shall not talk about it. tp still rocks.
that is y today which is redcamp day 2 i am at home uploading photos, settling things..
my phone~~

Tuesday, November 20, 2007
oh ohh!
prom!
ytd was prom night.it is like this.
i would 1st like to thanks a lot of ppl.
1st, my family who made things ready for me!
2nd, zixun jie who made me so pretty and free of pimples with make up
3rd, irene ma who lent me her jacket
4th, naomi who lent me her bag
5th, kristal who lent me the hair thing but i didn't manage to use it=(
6th, my sis who went around finding the perfect heel and lending me her nail polish
a lot more!i cannot rmb le!!THANK YOU!

photos up soon!

who wants to buy cute christmas cards???
i will upload some of the designs soon!
it is 8 for $10. 8 designs!!cute cute cute ones!
14+cm by 9+cm.

Saturday, November 17, 2007
okokok... today i went to skol and it was like not even a briefing. i am not even listening. i only know i am eligible for those 20 jc.
then after that i forgot to bring my phone so i went home to get it. clara went with me.
and luckily she was there. . or not i will still be sitting in the canteen waiting for isa who is at home sleeping forgetting that we said to meet.
then went to tprawks!
touched this huge rabbit , had lunch, played games, henna-ed, then learnt cheers and a quite boring jam and hop.then after that me and kaiwen was supposed to go eat supper with everyone else at the cpf building but then her mum called and scolded her. so i went home with her. we are like so lost and dunno wat to do. then we took cab at tm home. the uncle was like so cute and nice!
he chatted with us and even when kaiwen dropped he still plays around.hahacoz he not so sure bout the road. then he charged me like 14 when it is 14.85!ahha,so nice rite. then he say he can go out the prata stall to eat supper too!haha

luckily dad was asleep .but i think i am losing my voice and my mense are coming!OMG!

Thursday, November 15, 2007
i MUST be MAD!gosh..
ok. firstly i cannot forget wat my sis showed me ytd.a photo of a breast being eaten into a tunnel for white colored worms.ewwwww!i am having goosebumps again!cannot stand things like these kind of things and lotus and honeycomb . HATE! i can really hate the person who deliberately show me these!I WAAN TO FORGET ABOUT IT!OMG!

then today is the 2nd day of tprawks.it is better than the 1st day of course. and there is this camera man keep wanting to take our photos!cannot hide from him la! he's everywhere!
this was wat happened.
in the morning, i was like attacked by insects or bugs and having rashes on my legs now.
then i was being chosen as the cat in the cat and mouse game. and it is like omg..giddy and lost.
then haha!me and kaiwen and clara went into a gents. and our PL , yeong yih was like shocked and dun dare to enter. hahah!

in the afternoon, we went to the dance part.!!this is WORSE!!~
i am like lost and dunno the dance steps and feel so like a wood block. then coz od kaiwen i was pulled on stage to dance!OMGOMGOMGOMG! so embarrasing and stupid looking!
i really think this dance guy likes kaiwen!

mid afternoon, we tried the DRAGON bOAT!
it was like super fun!wild and wet!
splashing each other with a worried and funny photographer sitting in front!hahah
then we had this mass dance again! and nicole danced!haha

Tiring but fun day.

ytd was simply workshops, performances, introduction!
hopefully tmr will be a fun-filled day too!

Tuesday, November 13, 2007
I AM GOING CRAZY!
firstly, dad said he threw my bed away. and claimed that i am gg to move out! unreasonable?!
then prom is like so round the corner, and i have not got everything done yet!
thirdly, TPrawks is like tmr and that means i would not be free to prepare for prom for the next three days!
forthly, fri need to go back for the JC trail briefing then i will be gg to tp alone!how to?!
then there is some 6love gathering that i only heard bout it today that is on saturday!i dun think i am gg anyway..

for prom:
1. transport there!
2. footwear!can't possibly barefooted rite!?
3.hair!
4.accesories!

argh.
shall not bother now and prepare for tmr!
hope it is a fun thing and not something for me to trouble again!
BABOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, November 12, 2007
ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!
i need MONEY!
what can i do?
y is prom so troublesome?!
ok.. let me think
toy shop, vcd shop, snacks shop, where can i work?! any suggestion?

Sunday, November 11, 2007
if u do not want to read some nasty things from my small brain, then skip the next long segment. (if u want to read then just read and forget. dun comment anything.tyvm)

i have not talked to my dad for the past 4 days including today.
it was bcoz i said he's naggy and he threw my phone on the floor with everything else on the table.
it seems unreasonable but i think he should put himself in other ppl's shoe sometimes.
i noe he had a horrible life, with grandpa bossing him around for the past 50+ yrs and when he's home from all the problems, his kids disobeys and disrespects him. but think about it, i wanted to respect and listen to him. but i want to lead my life and not live in the life he wants me to live in. i noe it is all for my own good but i NEVER WANT to go to JC (if possible) and i just want to live life happily to the fullest and not studying for my whole entire life and in the end just lie in the brown box and rot. it is meaningless. as if i study history and i will be one of the heros or bastards. as if i study science and i will be able to find new elements and invent new machines. as if i study amaths and can apply all the long formulas into my daily life. i dun need differentiation or integration in my life or business. and as if i need social studies to be a singaporean. it is all unnecessary! i want to study something more realistic like business. it is a need in the future. at least if i stop studying i still possess some basic business skills to survive. but if i were to haf only some maths and science or history knowledge, what can i do to earn myself a living? i want to enjoy life while i can and not live to study and drown in flooding knowledge.



ok. change of topic.
Os is ending tmr. then there will be a long stretch of programmes planned.
wed to fri-tprawks
mon-prom night
tues-hari raya
wed to fri-REDcamp
mon&tues-class chalet
up till now i still not very sure of the JC trail thing. after friday's briefing i shall update again.
then hopefully asap i can start working!!!i want $(ching ching) hahaahha! then can change phone, watch the dramas i missed, go shopping spree, buy many things i wanted to, eat dimsum buffet, singsingsing! and play, dye hair, change hairstyle, outlook, makeover, make new friends, change skol, change TEACHERS!!! and of course, FREE from secondary skol subjects!!!AHHHH!!just hope that my mense doesn't come and haunt me again! FREEDOM~HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, November 04, 2007
omg..i watch romantic princess the 1st two episodes and i am crying like shit la.wth..
i think i will easily cry when something sad regarding family and when i feel unfair and angry.haha