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Sunday, August 19, 2007
ok... maybe forget about the previous post. it is just a way i vent my frustrations.
some i believe are excuses. but behind others' are their personal valid reasons..
yesterday's carnival, i had some fun. but ate A LOT of junk foods. pasted a tatoo of two butterflies on my right ankle(but i would haf to scratch it out l8r as there is skol tmr), continued our dance practice...

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Thursday, August 16, 2007
i am pissed.so pissed.pissed pissed pissed!
1st is my prelim results now is the stupid tchers' day item.
FORGET IT!since u all dun give it a damn, why should i?
just like wat mc always say?"coz i am wearing the gold tag on my left chest?"
i dun care now!fine!wat is the use of me trying so hard to get something done and the class yet so not interested and not supportive or cooperative?
u all haf ur problems i haf too! but y all the excuses?just say that u are not happy with it and u wanna spend the remaining time to STUDY AND STUDY for "o" levels.
let me tell u all something!it is not a matter of time!
time can be managed!even if i give u 1 million years of time, there would be nth in ur lives done.
and AS IF u all are gg to study at home!dun act guai le la!u all should noe urselves more than i do!
i noe for myself i wouldn't study now!that is y i am trying so hard to get at least something productive!
at least it is better than u all EATING, SULKING AND CRYING ur lives away just becoz of ur bad results.cant u all just look towards ur future and just take the past as a lesson.
like ur parent would really KILL u to DEATH. which u all always says" my mom will kill me!" or " my dad's gonna kill me"!all rubbish ok. there are no parents who dun care about their children in this world.
if they were to not care bout u , why for take the trouble to haf u on this earth, feed u , give u a bed, a home(be it gd or bad, it is still home), POCKET MONEY!unless u all earns it urself, and all the naggings and beatings? i noe hitting u is hurting. but if u were ur parents , wouldn't ur hands be painful and heart breaking?
i dun noe. life is like this.
when u haf it , we take everything for granted. and when u lose it, we start to realise its good and sob over it.
this is our last year. after this short few months and we are gone. forever.dun even think of coming back for a performance or coming back yrs l8r to try and gather back the friendships forged now.i haf experienced it and i can tell u all. it is not that easy to claim back the teenage lives we haf now.since we are now, y waste it and act like some disabled?do u haf no limbs? no well-functioned brain? no voice? sense of sight or hearing?
for goodness sake!please treasure wat u possess now... or never!


i noe i am not talking like myself now. i am just so pissed. pissed with everyone and esp. myself.
just wanna let u noe, daddy, mummy, i love u all so so so much. but i just cannot contol myself . i cant stop myself from being disrespectful. but i am really just trying to let u all noe wat i am thinking and how i feel... i am not sis or brother. i am myself. i am different from them. plz dun compare me with them. plz stop accusing me of things that is not true and make me feel like a puppet.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007
i wanna move out of this unfair house.
EVERYTHING i cannot do!but everyone else can!
so good bye everyone!i am not allowed to use this bloody computer again.
i MUST let it to my "BELOVED SIBLINGS" to play games and chat, watch video!
i am wrong in EVERYTHING!
even if i am trying to argue for wat is right and wat is wrong, i get tagged for being rebellious and aggressive!wat kind of world is this!

i must earn big bucks and get everything for myself now!this is the only way out of this ridiculous house.should start thinking of ways to earn LOTS of money ASAP.better if now~!

Monday, August 13, 2007
why not pause the imeem mo a bo ya ga ki and watch/listen to this:


Sunday, August 12, 2007
recently i am listening to this song!ahaha..enjoy!

初恋爱情酸甘甜　五种气味唷
若听一句我爱你　满面是红吱吱
尤其是小姑娘心内是真趣味
真想要甲伊做阵唷
啊啊啊　伊伊伊　会会会　巴比补
初恋爱情酸甘甜　五种气味唷
若听一句我爱你　墓仔埔也敢去

爱情的人真趣味　不惊一切唷
无论三更也半瞑墓仔埔也敢去
尤其是小姑娘心内是真趣味
真想要甲伊做阵唷
啊啊啊　伊伊伊　会会会　巴比补
爱情的人真趣味　不惊一切唷
无论三更也半瞑墓仔埔也敢去

爱情的人酸甘甜　不惊一切唷
无论三更也半瞑墓仔埔也敢去
尤其是小姑娘心内是真趣味
真想要甲伊做阵唷
啊啊啊　伊伊伊　会会会　巴比补
爱情的人酸甘甜　不惊一切唷
无论三更也半瞑墓仔埔也敢去
墓仔埔也敢去　墓仔埔也敢去　墓仔埔也敢去

Thursday, August 09, 2007
anyone willing to go sing with me during september holidays?

Wednesday, August 08, 2007
ok..this was wat happened.
i woke up early to meet celesther and ry to haf breakfast .but then decided not to as we are all scared tat we might haf diarheoa.so we went to visit steph!haha*surprise!!*
then went to skol. then steph and me went berserk and screamed our throats out during the interhouse and to our GREAT diappointment ELIZABETH got 1st and we got LAST!how can that be?! i haf no idea y..my hse sang so loudly and nice.united. yellow the second half is like dead!
then went to sing K with janell. and we got caught bringing outside food in can!so mood spoiler
and i think that guy must be thinking we two are idiots. coz there is like 2 free drinks and we only asked for 1 and we brought in our own drinks..he is like repeating himself 3 times to tell us it is free but we just don't want cannot isit?!haiyo..
and there were like this group of smelly ahlians and bengs keep looking into our room.like seeing ghost like that!wateva la..i noe i very special!tsk!feel like digging ur eyes out.
then is like i keep "po ying" and today just can't high up.
maybe only with my usual SING TEAM then i can really sing!
and trust me~!only allowed to sing for 2 hrs and no privacy, i think

SERANGOON IS SO SO SO SO MUCH BETTER THAN KBOX!in terms of everything!
i went today was like the room is so small and the sound system not that good.although there is many more songs but keep having ppl staring into the room watching u sing is just too wierd.it makes me dun feel like singing and too embarassed to sing after i went off key.forget it.. next time i shall just go ice skating instead. same price. more fun!

Friday, August 03, 2007
wahseh
woke up today with slight headache. then went to s'goon north with sis.
bought many things for her skol, rabbits and hehheh..for my own stomach~!
and there is this super cute rabbits in the shop. it has very short ears( similar to cats) and very fluffy body. it IS a fur ball!so fine and AHHH!feel like cuddling it!
when i haf the real photo from my sis then i upload.=)
then there was guinea pigs. and unfortunately i saw 2 doing *** uh-hum!and making the sounds!so gross.
and then went pass this shop that sells chinchilla!i think i never saw one b4 and they are like so cute!!!their tails, everything it is like a bigger version of a squirrel!!so cute!!!!
when i haf the real
then there is this parrot that is pinkish white sleeping. so small and cute!

then took cab home .
so bored today..feel like gg to sing but there is no one gg with me!=(
(i noe at this point of time u must be telling me "prelim still want to play!GO STUDY NOW!" right?)
i tell u all. i wanted to but it is just my nature, i am not born to study in advance. even the day b4 i do not haf the motivation. just like i did the qns for his3-SEQ on the chapter that i studied that day morning in the bus.. and for SS, i told myself to study at 12.30 and i'm only at page 3 and i slpt sitting on the sofa! and for the whole day nth is gg into my head nor had i finish reading ONE chapter.

EL- damn difficult.dun even understand the passage.essay-wise,HOPEFULLY didn't go out of point!
Emaths- surely can pass p2. paper1 just wish nth goes wrong.
Amaths- forget it.-_______-.look at my face u all noe le.
SS- SEQ part (a) is totally wrong le SBQ is even worse. so can only depend on SEQ part (b).
His3-SEQ should be okok. SBQ didn't complete but even if i complete oso no difference.
Chem-for the first time i actually can finish paper 2 but haha knowing how to do is another case le la. as for practical, it was a disaster.
Physics-paper 2 is dead le so now can only survive if i can do Paper 1 and pract.


alright. i am left with 3 papers that is on monday!
all sciences.SO!although the past papers were regrets . let's hope that the last 3 papers would be miracles~!ALL THE BEST!!!JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!

Thursday, August 02, 2007
gosh, my left ankle hurts a lot.
i think i sprained it.
or maybe it is the muscle or nerve..=(