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Thursday, June 28, 2007
bidding farewell
good bye rifle, good bye shooting.
but there shall nv be a good bye for teammates!
dun worry.when i free i will still go out wif u all de.
when i stay back i can still walk wif u all to cp.
only i won't be coming on saturdays anymore.
today was the last shoot and i felt bad after that.
afterall, i was the one who made our team got 2nd, not 1st.
and THANKS to JIANHUAN! okok. once only."MUACKS"
for everything. for ur cube, for ur score that made us 2nd, for making SJC known, for ur laughter and everything.
and thanks to everyone else esp. MELANIE, CELESTHER, JASMINE & COACH for everything.
and of course. not missing out ROUYING!my COUSIN!!lol...
**next time wun be able to take bus to trng wif u on saturdays le.**


ok...bidding farewell here.BYE!!!====wave~~~====


oh..and oral today----screwed.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007
ok..i am gg to confess something here.
i once wondered whether am i a crooked.
but that was when i am sec 1 and 2.
then, i liked this guy"shall never say who" for 6months, not knowing myself actually.
but i believed it was only infatuation.coz i now dun like him le.
i am like so bastard nowadays.
i just dun like the me now.
forget it.
this post shall be kept secret.
dun pass around arh! "shhhhhhhhhh"

我讨厌这样的自己

Monday, June 25, 2007
EXPLOSION!
skol started today.
i really hate all the LAO sHi ppl keep looking into my blog!
there is like no personal space!
slpt at 2 last night coz need to do chem papers!

then this morning still got mission in the hall!
is like my mense cramp is killing me!
how to define mense cramp..
---diarhoea kind of pain but can't shit it out.so the pain just hang there.
and why i always stain?it is like it will be miracle if i were to NOT stain!argh!
so these few days. my dear beloved friends. just hang on to my unreasonable emotions.

i dunno y there is this rush in me to go hug sab today.
it is like actually i wanted to hug celesther one. but she seem to haf more problems than me.
so i think let her be alone for a while is best for her.
then dunno y also, once i hug chiu jie i started to cry!
maybe coz 4 yrs le so quite sad.
the times we are tgt is always happy. it is diff from classmates.it is this TEAM mate that last.

i found out that i always stress myself. but it is the truth!
i just feel that i haf too many things on hand.
i think i should be wiser in my next skol as not to hold any post in skol.
this should help out in my stress.
but i still haf 6 more months to perservere!
haiz..
and i haf not started studying!i am super worried now.
but i think i will start studying only after nationals.
as only after nationals i can put down a stone and responsibility.
but there is still monitor and my studies.
i think that i haf no time to study.


my body clock is like i used all my focus and energy, brain power in a certain time of the day, and that time of the day is always spent on something else instead of study!
so when i finally finished all my things and is really to study, my brain is not in the condition and i will not haf the mood to study. so ended up not studying at all.

i like singing .. ok..i noe this is very random. but until now , i can only think of singing that i enjoy doing in life.but it can do me nth in life.
y must the world be so practical? without education really cannot survive in this country?
but i really hate secondary life!and heard that JC life is a more advance secondary way of life!
y should i throw myself into that kind of skol when i noe i would not like the life in it?!
but it is the only way. should i endure through these 2 yrs and enjoy the rest of my life?
this should be wat my father has been trying to explain to me.
University. can't they just take in poly students that can excel?

y is being a man better than being a woman?
although they haf NS for 2 yrs, woman haf menstruation for 40 yrs!
woman and man are now both working for the sake of the family, so man is no longer the breadwinner.
with addition, woman haf to be pregnant!that is the worse!y can't man be pregnant instead.

that is y i think that world is unfair.am i wrong?
ok. if i am wrong, keep it to urself. who ask u to read.


WOAH!finally i can spit out somethings inside me and that those irritating "adults"(not including my parents) wun read!much better now.

Wednesday, June 13, 2007
omg!
my grandma (father side) just now almost need an ambulance!
is like my aunt ran down and shouted help and my father ran up immediately!
then me and sis called 995!
is so scary!
then heard from my aunt, today my grandma was already feeling unwell but she still went to play jackpot!
then l8r she really cannot take it my aunt fetch her home.
then she was sitting on her bed holding her bag, my aunt walk in and saw her falling sideways and her face is like "possessed"!
then my aunt got so frighten that she asked the maid to apply oil on grandma's nose while she came down to call my dad!
woah!
i am so shocked!but i believe my aunt is even more scared and worried!
luckily my grandma regain her conscious and can talk after a while. but she is still so stubborn as not to go to the hospital for a check!
she just quietly teared..i stayed beside her for 20 mins alone and look at her makes me sad too!

GRANDMA!DON'T BE STUBBORN LE!GO FOR CHECKUP!I DON'T WANNA LOSE U!I WANT U TO BE HEALTHY AND CONTINUE TO HAVE DINNER WITH ME!

i held on to her freezing hands, trying to pass some of my energy and warmth to her , hoping that she will recover quickly and hang on!