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Wednesday, February 28, 2007
i MISS my teammates VERY MUCH!i miss the SINGINGS, LAUGHINGS, PLAYING, CHILDISHNESS, EATING TOGETHER IN 7 ELEVEN INSTANT NOODLE, JOGGING TGT, a lot of the other things we had tgt!
haiz.. according to jaRmine (ma lu kia) , we haf spent 14 hr 30 mins together!
so with time, there is a bond created between all of us, causing us to feel heartache when we said bye..
i cannot imagine during farewell party how much am i gg to cry!
i hate "parting" and words related to leaving!
it is always painful..
places too..(airport)

i Am also so happy today! first time in my life i enjoyed chemistry!i actually understands and knows how to answer the qns!all thanks to mr tan and yixin! they rocks!

i am now suffering from 3 aches..
heart, head and stomach!



gone to study test....

Tuesday, February 27, 2007
FIRSTLY
1. CHORWEN!- sorry for leaving u alone to walk down the aisle ..
2. YIXIN!- thanks a lot for teaching me how to do the chemistry ws but i haven copy ur notes yet!!!
3. MY FELLOW CCA BUDDIES!!all 15 of u!- thanks even more for today's support and helped me out
4. ELAINE NICOLE KAIWEN- for helping me collecting homework!!




went to skol at 6.30 early in the morning after a good rest for my headache and dizziness-________-zZzZZ
went for the shoot and at the start of the day i am like being told off that i am deproving in my studies and duh~who doesn't haf stress and leadership pressure?!
and i dun even get a crap of chemistry understanding..i am worse than an atom in chemistry can..
and i am just so stupid and dun even understand the basics!
and the maths is also so difficult and someone has been telling "HER" about my bads!so i am like...
and my results deproved too in shooting!
94.91.94.96=375~~
haiz..
so not happy..and i am like so disgusted by two ppl in my life..
my secondary school life sucks to the core excluding friends duh~
and i like have a add on stack of homework to do including ytd's as i did not finish!!

Monday, February 26, 2007
woah..i am like suffering now..
some super dizzy illness and slight headache and now the medicated oil like went into my mouth~!!
then i still haf a HUGE pile of homework to do-_______-|||
there is like a lot and i am having a competition tmr which are making me nervous and worried..
i am apparently skipping many things in school tmr..like physics practical test, monitors investiture(which is bothering me now..) i really regretted saying i am ok with the decision can..
if only i am just a normal simple monitress..i feel like a piece of shit can..
ppl will be so pissed off of me as i am not that good in a job as a monitress so i can't really be alert and fulfil the criteria to be one..
i think the class should vote for one as it will be a much better one than me and she will be respected.
i can't focus le..


living in a spinning world..

Saturday, February 24, 2007
went for training in the morning..
then went cp to eat with mel x2 and ry..
then got home to change to slippers then went to gardens mac to meet sis and ate some things..
then got to punggol int then cp..
bus sicked..
then finally home..

**
i heard that my sis is being humiliated by words and is really like being said until not even worth a piece of shit~!
go to hell that bastard..
dun even dare to call himself a "gentleman"!!
u suck to the core and dun ever let me see u again.
curse u to rot and be the ugliest guy in the world..
so u think u are that "suave" to actually rate ppl?!u dun even deserve to do that!
u are not even fit to be rated..
gosh..
there is actually such and idi0t existing in this world?!
luckily u are not even my friend..
or not my world will be stained with ur malevolent!
u might as well go smack urself in the mirror!
i deep heartedly feel sad for your girlfriends or even boyfriend if there is..
u just get out of my life and i dun even wanna hear ur name ever again.

**
turned off~~...


Friday, February 23, 2007
troubled...
couldn't get rid of the post for monitress..so pressurized...
i cannot do a good job as a monitress!
i can't even control the class..
i am not voted by the class so it is so unfair to those that are more of deserving to the position..
then there is a shoot that is also stressing as my team is with jh and rach..
would i drag their scores down?
will they think diff of me?




today's mission is solemn.
i almost burst out and cry thrice.
1st: when isabelle said her life story.
2nd: when they talked bout parents..
i just miss my dad..and i really appreciate my parent's sacrifices and love for me!
3rd: when we thank our true friends for being there for us
i felt the true, real and innocent friendship between my friends and i thought back of the past fun and memorable times we had together..
i am getting emotional nowadays..
isit due to stress? self- pressuring?
i haf no idea..

Thursday, February 22, 2007
oh my!
finally at least celesther and jianhuan can see the cca blog yeah!
now i am still struggling with my maths hw..
out of 7 qns i only noe the 1st and 3rd qns!!
how am i gg to hand in the work with so many blanks!?!?!
someone!save me!!!

i cried to sleep last night..so this morning my eyes are quite swollen...
sad...
1st: my dad went overseas this morning..
2nd: feel so sick and bad now
3rd: my blog skins did not appear successful..
4th: so lost now.
5th: so many homework to do
6th: youtube under maintanence so i cannot watch prince's first love.
7th: i cannot sing this yr
8th: i dun haf a lot of songs that i wanna listen
9th: i cannot go sing out loud with my beloved friends
10th!: stressful days are starting in no time.

there was this mission gg on..spent half the day sitting on the hard cold polished floor and when i was up the bus, i felt sick and tired...
i was almost toppling over to deep sleep during the talks..
is not that they are boring but is that i am just too exhausted..
i think it is time i take a rest and regain my energy..
or not there wun be any laughter or smile on my face again..
so i was quite gloomy for today...

i should be prepared as there is still one more day of mission tmr!!

Sunday, February 18, 2007
woah..
long tym nv post le.
firstly, HAPPY LUNAR NEW YR!!!
MAY this yr be a good and happy yeaR!
was considering maybe i should just give the audition a shot.whether the result is good or bad, i haf to accept it.
haha
currently watching hana kimi and prince's first love.
nice show.
last night din slp all the way until this morning 6.30 then woke up at 10am.cranes..
haa.. wash up and went to greet my grand parents.
then there was lion dancing!

so cute.it is like 1 red and 1 white.
got a little of the sun when watching and today all my bettings all went to the drain..=(
lost about $20...
then l8r MAY be gg to SING!!haha..can't wait.however i am starting to think of the negative things about the outing.
xiao zhu very handsome in real life!
din noe wat to wear oso..
took a photo with the pale looking rouying..haha
she just recovered from her fever i think..
actually wanted to wear this pants but dun haf the colour i want..it is with a metal chain strap..
so i wore a red top with a black and white skirt..











this was given to a girl by her boyfriend on valentine's day..

took some retarded photos with my sis...